Fighter

Rushed back home from school today and finished ironing the clothes!!! Good job to me :)
I still have a lot of things to be done later on so I shall keep this a quick one.
On top there is the Coca cola alarm clock I bought in Malaysia, 12 Ringgit.
I think it's really pretty :) But sadly the alarm system is rather cranky.

Enough said about it. School today was not too bad too despite sleeping for only 6 hours last night I didn't feel too sleepy! I have to keep this up! Still 3 months to go to Olevels I need to study and fight for my A1s. People have already started the battle. How much fast must I run to keep up with their pace?
Sigh.

Anyways, Lunch today was awesome! I ate fruit loops ! :D
It's been so long since i last ate it and I miss the taste so much! Love it to the max but it still tastes better without milk hehehe.

Hungry? :)

Striving....bit by bit?

School today was actually good! I'm surprised myself too and I miss this feeling.
It made me realized how long it has been since I last felt this way. The drive to go on after accomplishing something. That kind of contentment like a 3 year old who got granted of their wish to eat ice cream. :) :)

Sadly, that satisfaction did not last long. I screwed physics test. I was dozing off and I couldn't make myself stay awake. This I hate to say because I could have tried better. Ended up with a 10/20 and it was multiple choice questions! Googled on how to stay awake AGAIN. Yet, the answers from the internet fails me. Every page seems the same, coffee sweets or short naps.
Sigh, I need to get more alert!

Played hangman in school today with Ester n company and Yujie for a little during recess.
It was fun how we tried to get the word at first guess which we did somehow for some words! Funny how it seems like a read your mind game. I love playing country theme. :)

Hehe Ineedtostartmovingmyass.
So goodbye, I'm going to turn into hardworkinggirl1994 .

Sometimes I wish I could escape from all this.
And do anything I want to do and to leave all the things behind.
But I have to face it, I can't.
It sucks that I can't.

Comfort.

School's reopening tomorrow, hurray?
I have so many things undone and I'm so not prepared for school tomorrow.
I wish time could stop or something and let me enjoy this holiday longer. Sigh.
I say this every last day of the holiday.

But I've got to still keep on moving so go for it !!!!
Been to Malaysia for the weekend and I loved it.
I had so much food I bet I'd gained some weight. I love the food there, it's cheap and good :)
Headed to Jonker Walk one of the nights and saw lots of cute stuff.
Bought some things for my friends and got myself a really pretty alarm clock, i love it !
It's been really long since I've last went there but everything's so familiar to me.

Done with enjoying so much of life the past few days.
The new term is gonna be tough.....!

Regret?

Extra lessons in school have started and ended today.
I really feel tight inside now. I know that the O's are going to be in 3 months time , I feel the need to work hard. But I don't act the way I should be now. I'm in contradiction with myself.
My heart doesn't go with my mind so does my body.
I'm a messed up teenager with an unhealthy lifestyle and a bleak future.
Hopefully, I could change that myself.

Cinderella's sister

She and the male lead , they acted well.

Moon Geun Young's role as Goo Eun Jo.
(She can look so calm yet intense)

So I've been kept busy these 2 days watching Cinderella's Sister! I shouldn't be doing this but this is going to be my last drama serial for the Holiday. It's a really really good serial filled with a lot of emotions. :)
I think Moon Geun Young who is the main character of the drama has superb acting skills and she's my idol already!!!! Hahaha
I'm in a really good mood today because I just got to know that I don't have tuition next week.
I seriously dread english tuition. It always makes me get nervy during tuition.

Anyway, school starts tomorrow. Great, something more productive for me!
Ciao people, off to tuition.
(You might be wondering why is my life all about books and studying now i guess, but you're right. haha)

Mix and match

I am turning into my family's personal maid.
Have been cleaning the house at intervals the whole day. This is just one of the worse days but I have been cleaning the house bit by bit for this whole holiday. Sigh, I shouldn't be feeling so grumpy over this but a girl can complain right!


Besides spending time studying which actually isn't much of what I do.....
I've been beading bracelets from the beads I bought some time ago.
They look rather child-like but I think it turns out pretty even for something child-like.

Some relatives came over today and will be staying in Singapore for the next few days. I have 4 children under 8 in my house and they are adorable! This 3 year old boy keeps exploring the house and he's really cute. Hahaha I'm sounding like a pedophile soon.

Shopped at gmarket and found really cool stuff selling online just now.
Currently looking forward to the clothes to arrive asap!!!!

Good girl off to study now.....hopefully :P

Shopping!

After dinner today, Mom went to get her spectacles done and there was a promotion at the shop. Mom could get her lens and a free spectacles frame but she got a Christian Dior frame instead. It looked really elegant and pretty on her though. That gave me the choice of getting a free spectacles frame in the end so I chose a simple metal purple frame. Its rather similar to my really old blue one and that's part of the reason why I chose it. Mom wanted me to get another purple one which was more metallic shade and more trendy with patterns at the side. I didn't fancy it that much so hooray to my next spectacles because its gonna be pretty!

Came home and bought my clothes from Gmarket.com ! They cost 3.30 only, its a super great bargain. The clothes are from Korea and the quality is not too bad. I'm looking forward to it because I think the chaplin shirt I ordered is going to look really cute. Yay to shopping!

Hehe and I am quite happy with myself because I just finished studying 2 chapters of Physics! Though its the easiest first 2 chapters but that still makes a difference :) Hui xuan just explained to me why I am feeling so tensed up because School Is Starting in Less Than A Week!!!!! My gosh, and I have so many assignments incomplete and a whole bookshelf of books I haven't studied. I guess I'm in for a lot of shit but wish me luck!!!!!!!!!

Going to get some sleep now and I hope I don't have any more dreams tonight.
Dreaming makes me real tired every morning !

I'm shocked at myself how angry and frustrated I can get with myself when I fail to do a physics question. To compound to my anger, my answers for Chemistry Section B was meager and I left some of the questions blank. All this anger just leaves me wondering about my intelligence. This attempt to study is seriously getting on my nerves and making me getting panicky. I can't focus on anything. My whole body just seems too tensed up. Ugh!!! In need of some relieve from this.

All this just makes success seem so bleak ........... Inspiration Motivation Determination
Get into me!

Lomography

Late in the morning and spent most of my time on the computer. What a fulfilling day for me. I'm rather satisfied with my accomplishment yesterday though! Managed to study 3 chapters of Elective Geography and complete section A of my chemistry papers! Hooray to me~

Actually, I spent my morning at gmarket.com looking at the cameras on sale. They are selling lomo eyed cameras at 17, 20 and 22 dollars. There are two-eyed, three-eyed and four-eyed ones. I'm thinking of getting a two-eyed one. There is a water proof camera on sale too, feel like getting it. Sigh. I shouldn't be spending so much money.

I guess I should get out of here now.
Studying Studying Studying!

It's 10:10 now and I just finished watched the third episode of Summer's Desire.
I love the drama serial! The casting is perfect and the story is so intriguing. Barbie Hsu suits the character really well. I love the way she put her emotions across the screen. :)

Mom brought durians back from Malaysia too and she made me eat 2 after dinner. She's paying me for that so I mind it a little less that I'm making my mouth stink. 10 dollars for 3 durians ! I cheated her of one durian but that would'nt matter much right..... Heh :)

Besides from Drama, I went to Wild Wild Wet today! It was not fabulous fun but I enjoyed spending the day with my friends. Most of the time spent their was to catch waves, swim along the shiok river and did some fun slides. Crashed Huixuan's crib after that though and we spent time talking beside the pool. It was nice to talk to them. Everyone's working hard already and I'm still far behind not even having the thought of that in my head yet. Tomorrow I will start on my new goals, work harder. So much for saying it. Talk is cheap. Intention is useless without action so I'm going to be true to myself this time. I've got to.

So, Huixuan also passed me the items her sister got from China and the tshirt I bought online. I love the things from China, especially the mini postcard! The pictures inside are lovely and better looking than the black white prints. But I love them both anyway. Her sister also got me earphones, turquoise in colour. It looks pretty but I hope it'll last long. I spoiled the previous one I got in a few months. Blame myself for not taking care of it well enough.

It's already quite late tonight and tomorrow will be hardcore so I'm gonna hit the bed! Ciao!

I'm kinda loving this new blog. A new start and more thoughts about my life. Parents are back from Malaysia already and Mom bought me a bracelet! Its a funky-type of beautiful, just what I like. Been into friendship bracelets and beaded bracelets lately, made a few of beaded bracelets myself at home and they look pretty! It's nice to make your own stuff because you can proudly say they're hand-made when others asked where'd you get them. I googled and youtubed on how-to-make-friendship-bracelets tutorials and it seems rather easy but I have no idea where to buy embriodery floss. I love friendship bracelets. They can weave out intricate patterns from just a few strings. I love how you can mix and match colours and it will still turn out great. Making friendship bracelets will be top on my list after the O level examination. I will make tons of them for myself and dear friends too! :) Bracelets kind of remind of my childhood too. On my 7 or 8 birthday , I can't remember my parents bought me this beading set. It cost about 100 dollars or so and it was an extremely expensive present for that time. It was one or the only birthday present I remember receiving because it was one of my favourites and I played with it the most. I still have it in my cupboard today but no longer do I play with it. In the future, I might dig it out and start beading again, who knows?

Sidetracked a little too much. The main point is I might be heading for Malaysia this weekend, which means less time for me to study and skipping tuition. Skipping tuition, isn't a good thing. Some cousins are coming over for a short stay too. I guess that means less time to myself, so I've got to work harder this week before they come by. Finish studying all that I need then go off to Malaysia. :0 <- I think this emoticon is cute!

Goodnight, world. Rest well everyone.

I just read some of other people's blogs from over the world.
I think blogging about your personal life is interesting for people not living in your country.
You get to know their life, their school and the sights of the city they live in.
It's refreshing, like an insight to life on another city. When I read about someone's blog I would wonder, what would I do if I were living in that country? Doesn't it always make you wonder what your life would be if you were in another city? I guess it will only remain as a wonder but its fun to imagine and make up who you want to be.

Parents were over at Malaysia for the weekend and I slept alone in the whole house.
It doesn't feel that scary actually, I actually like that feeling. You get to have a lot of alone time and tons of privacy. The freedom to do anything you want and not fear of being judged or questioned. Its nice. I guess I could get used to living alone. The probability of me living alone is quite impossible unless I struck lottery someday in the future. Then, I will be able to afford a small piece of land in Singapore.

Hardly completed anything productive lately, my time was spent mostly on watching teevee, facebook or just lazing around at home. Tuition today was bearable. English has always been my worst subject and improvement isn't a consistent sign sadly to say. I'm jealous of people who can score in English, makes them seem so fluent and profound. I'd want to be someone like that to, so people will take me more seriously. Additional Mathematics is still my favourite tuition! Mr Kelvin Ng brought his baby girl in today and she looks like Mr Ng! Hahaha She's a chubby little girl, bet she'd grow up with brains like her father too. I've got to pull up my socks already. Falling way below my standard and procastinating way too much. How am I going to get my 8A1s in this state?!?! Guess I'm going to end off here! More pictures the next time, promise!!!

:)

Hellow world , its 10:33 am and I am supposed to have completed my summary and Social Studies SBQ. Heck, procastinating has been a habit. Started this blog to share my own feelings. For myself only! So anyways toodles. I'm off to be a mugger. Mug Mug Mug then Own Own Own.